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Hi thank you everyone whom spoke with my wife she has passed on thank you for all you kind words and Happy Holidays

Hi thank you everyone whom spoke with my wife she has passed on thank you for all you kind words and Happy Holidays

 in response to Help In Ky...   Ok so I am having a bad night in a lot of pain I hate taking them pills they make sick to my belly so I have been praying real hard tonight for the lord to take me hopefully he listens to me this time.I find myself to be not much good here anymore I am just a burdon to my family at this point we are losing everything thanks to me and I know that of course they say they would have no other way I know that is what they are supposed to say I did find out my son in the Army is making me a grandmother to a boy another boy lol go figure so what is everyone praying for tonight I pray for peace for my family from me and my health problems and that all there dreams come true that they grow to be happy healty young men that they find what in life makes them happy and for my husban the best man in the world whom I dont want to leave for anything but I have to that he finds someone after me that is healty and a womnem that belives in god and treats my boys like she has loved them her whole life.I pray that the world can find some sort of peace and the people in this world whom are sick find some sort of relife in life I pray that every body on here finds what they are looking for some way or another I pray my dog understands when I leave her I pray my neighbors are safe and happy this new year coming.I just think I will make till Christmas.That sure will be a Merry Christmas for my family once again I have to mess everything up again with my health please lord take me asap please dont make it any closer to Christmas.I love my family so very much I just want to go home and be with my mommy my sissy my nephew I just want to go I hurt I am ready I am so ready please you all pray for my boys my husband if this does happen in the next few days I am not scared I just want this to happen paon is bad I wonder if god is listening to me at all I may have to make this happen myself if it dont happen soon enough I just want to die I hurt so bad please lord just take me please lord my family dont desvere all this please take me before Christmas.Ok let me tell you about my boys they are amazing boy my oldest son is in the army and is away he 22 he is such a great boy he will be home soon he loves animals sports GIRLS lol he has the best smile and his hugs are the best in the whole world I will tell you aboout my youngest son soon I am very sick now pray I go while I am sleeping tonight

 in response to shingingstar...   So we are not that far apart do you have a car can I call you do you have a phone

Number 1 get doctor notes not much your work can do if you have them and if you know yous exs info have a male call for you and get the info you need or even better get the landlord to give you a copy of your lease and take to the eletric company take it out of his name and put it in yours there are ways go to your local Community actin center tell them what is going on tell them you need help to put this in your name ONLY I hope this helps in some little way God bless you and yours

 in response to shingingstar...   Where are you at I clothing I can give it would be mine but I will not be needing it much longer

You all know that getting cancer treatment at Christmas stinks.Not only is it hard on me the most important thing is what my family is going through and what they are feeling or NOT felling or not letting out what they are feeling.Wow I have never said this much to know one before.I drive 100 miles each way for my treatment thats why I need with Christmas I feel so very bad asking for this help I have been blessed by the lord in so many ways my children are amazing no matter how bad I feel just one hug from one of boys makes that all go away.I wake every morning and say thank you lord for my many blessing you have already given me today.By that I mean my family my life my breath for one more day.My husband had to quit his job to get to treatment everyday for at least 6 months now the money in the bank is all gone meals are getting smaller bills are getting farther behind and life is closing in fast.Praise the lord my home is paid off.I know this is all my fault and I know my family is going without thanks to me and yes I have many times thought about ending it all for them I dont want to do that during the holiday season and have that on them every year but I think after the holidays that may be the only way I can help my family in the long run I have done research on what is the best way to this and I now know what to do until then I will praise the lord everyday I have with they May God Bless each and every one of you in your journey in life.

Looking for CHRISTMAS food and help family in ky just about anything at this point will help.Merry Christmas everyone

Amen friend Amen May your Season be filled with love and peace